Das Tier
I've just finished the bottle of Marquise De Croise and started with Cruzares. Why the packeted wine has such an unpleasant flavor? Well, it doesn;t matter at the moment, I just want to be deadly drunk.
Do I have a reason? Dear God, I have a million of reasons to get drunk like a bishop. I hate my recent work, this one is enough for my brain to curdle like a sour milk in a hot pan. It makes me feel mouldy. I hate my colleagues so much I dream of smashing their heads up.
Today I've been offered another job, but the vacation is temporary. A woman is going to leave for the maternity leave (fucking pun, he-he!). no one knows, if she will return but I have no courage to put my luck on test.
I forget German. I have no time to practising it; and it;s really painful. I love German; it has become a part of my identity and I've been losing it since I'd found this new job. I still remember English, a bitter-sweet inheritance of the better days. The friendship has been long gone but I still talk to the person, she is still present in my life and mind like a ghost. Memories, the only stuff left to me.
Satura is my song.
Do I have a reason? Dear God, I have a million of reasons to get drunk like a bishop. I hate my recent work, this one is enough for my brain to curdle like a sour milk in a hot pan. It makes me feel mouldy. I hate my colleagues so much I dream of smashing their heads up.
Today I've been offered another job, but the vacation is temporary. A woman is going to leave for the maternity leave (fucking pun, he-he!). no one knows, if she will return but I have no courage to put my luck on test.
I forget German. I have no time to practising it; and it;s really painful. I love German; it has become a part of my identity and I've been losing it since I'd found this new job. I still remember English, a bitter-sweet inheritance of the better days. The friendship has been long gone but I still talk to the person, she is still present in my life and mind like a ghost. Memories, the only stuff left to me.
Satura is my song.